Grant my wish, cant you?

Hi everyone. I'm in kind of a foul mood right now. Just because i'm in Singapore. Damn i've been bitching about this shit ever since i've came back from the Korea trip right? Cuz Korea's so nice...... Ohgosh seriously.. You never see me bitch this much when i came back from Australia, did i? I didnt and i dont remember i did. I just missed the hot guys and girls over there, that's all..

Sigh no words can describe how sad i am right now. I'm not interested in texting anyone that is on my phonebook. Full load of Negative cells coming back to me. 1. I just want flawless skin... Why cant i have it? I swear i always keep it clean. Stupid shit just doesnt go away... 2. ONE bestest friend is enough... Why cant i find her/him? 3. ONCE in my life i would like to go away on a holiday for the whole month!!!! 

Sorry i wanna stop this post right now. Latte is really very poor thing. I feel like i'm gonna cry anytime. I seriously just want to put it in my room. :( Bye.

Expect the unexpected

HI EVERYONE. Today was sucha bad weather day.... :( It's Andrea's birthday and all 6 of us decided to hold a "birthday party" at the beach. When we reached Sentosa express station, IT STARTED POURING SO HEAVILY. Gosh so sad :( All of us kept getting very wet... It was so disgusting... All the sand that was in my sandals, the wet hair, wet shirt... EEW MUCH?!

Charlotte was very retarded cuz she kept wanting to catch crab&fishes. We wnt Koufu to have lunch and it was kinda of an unpleasant one. -_- The food wasnt tasty at all! Damn. After that went to play with water already cuz the rain already sort of stopped. I got my pants wet. Have lots of fun WITHOUT ANDREA. Actually kinda expected, she said she didnt like beach parties or stuff. She sat down there and "emo-ed". So sad :(

After awhile rained started pouring again and we decided to head back to Vivo. When we went there, rain stopped, AGAIN. -_- God is playing on us seriously... Ah went to the big water place at vivo and played with water over there LOL. Actually Charlotte wanted to take photo. Cuz we havent took a clique photo AT ALL. So sad right HA. So yeah she was very persistant and went to ask a stranger to help us. 4 shots were taken. 2 with Polaroid, 1 with Andrea's cam and another one with my phone. The polaroid didnt turn out VERY well. Hmmm cuz i looked like my head was chopped and photoshopped in or something -_- So yeah i'm kinda happy with the one in my phone HAHA. Amanda wanted to know how it feels like to be standing with the tall ones so she stood behind. LOL!! So cute right?! I know she is. She definitely is cute HAHA.

Headed to Coffee Bean and chatted for like..... I dont remember. 30-45minutes? When it was almost 5.30, i suggested to go home and tada we went home. Ok so i actually saw...... J on the same bus as me. Well he almost missed the bus and thank god he didnt HAHA... I know he didnt know it was me. Or did he knew O.O I only know i'm unlucky and lucky. Unlucky cuz when we alighted, rain started to get heavier and then he and his friend ran home. GOSH. For once i wanted him to walk BEHIND ME so i wouldnt look like i'm stalking him -_- Damn it. Well and lucky cuz........ Its so rare for him to be on the same bus as me kay. Haha.

Reached home, drenched and OH MY GOSH DID I TELL YOU THAT I BOUGHT A NEW PUPPY? Ah if you stalked my twitter, you'd know i got the poodle. Hahahaha gosh it's so adorable! His name is Latte. LOL~ Sorry i put Mocha on twitter cuz brother couldnt decided on Mocha or Latte. Tsk obviously Latte sounds better -_-! Actually i'd prefer to call it Teddy... Or BABY~! Hahah... I'll post up a clear photo of him tomorrow or something. :D

I'm gonna start studying tomorrow. You know, if J can EVER be my tution teacher for Science, i'm sure i'll top the school. TRUST ME. I seriously wished he could tutor me for everything. C'mon, i know myself. I know he'll make me top the school. I've got the determination if HE TEACHES ME. Can't he be more friendly seriously, lol? I hate it that he likes this facebook page, "With random ppl i'm shy, with my friends im crazyy!!!!!! " Okay not like i'm any better when i'm around random people but hello~ okay i dont know what's my excuse now. HAHA let's move on.

Baby latte is being very noisy now. But he's a very good boy! When you tell him to keep quiet, HE LISTENS!! Anyway it's his first day in a new environment. Its kinda, y'know, normal to be barking all night long. Haha.

Happy birthday Andrea. I love you and you know it♥ 

Hate to admit that i'm a Singaporean.

My face is starting to become as bad as last time already. Damn wanna know why? Cuz i'm in Singapore. I seriously dont know how you guys can have flawless skin in such a bad weather. I should just stay home and on the aircon 24/7. Omg what should i do!? I dont want to have bad skin again!!!!!! :( I feel so Anti-Singapore now but i'm sorry. Even though i belong to Singapore, i dont belong to Singapore.

I'm so inspired to practice piano and guitar. Cuz of smrr00. I swear she's awesome. I should seriously add her to my People-I-Respect column. She plays the piano so extremely well. If she lives in Singapore, i seriously would pay any amount for her to teach me. I want a teacher who would let me learn ONE song to be perfect then move on to the next. My current teacher, she squeezes so many songs in a lesson that i totally dont feel like practicing. Who has a very awesome teacher to recommend to me? :(

I needa start studying already. Sigh... Already planned out what i'm gonna do during the Dec holidays. I must also meet Fion Lee this holiday. From September till now, how long is that already?! -_- HAHA. Alright, okay maybe i'll continue this post after i bathe. Now i totally wanna take a long, hot shower. I'm too dirty... LOL Singapore air is DIRTY HUMID AND HOT.

Tour around tiny Singapore

Y'know? I'm trying to be very faithful to this blog to post every single day during the holidays. Ok it's kinda impossible to believe Shanette's words but i'm trying, people. Just give me some faith, kay? :)

I need to talk about yesterday's event at Madarin Gallery! I saw SE7EN with my own bloody HD eyes!!! He is freakin' hawt. I WAS SO FREAKING CLOSE TO HIM!!!!!!!! Ah YG brought up their idols awesomely well. His English was tremendously fluent! I really cannot think of any words to say how handsome and hot he look. I totally love it when he said "HOLLA~~~" Gosh *faints*! Well i kinda know no matter how much i post y'all will go like, Uh excuse me whatever~! Ok well..... I shall just keep yesterday's happenings in my memory and wont go much details to it :) Happy now? Hahaha.

As for today, i met up with my long-time-no-see-friend, Bricetwc. We went for dance. I was being crazy on Facebook, i forgotten which day, but i just suddenly said i wanted to dance. So, we went for dance LOL. Allegra was so cool. She was wearing the NY hat i was dreaming to have for so long and i was supposed to get it when i was in Korea but sadly, its the wrong season *cries*. She was also wearing a hightop from Adidas. Doesnt look like the kind i was trying to look for when i was in Korea but..... SHE WAS STILL WEARING A HIGHTOP YEAH?! I'm so gonna look for a nice hightop through blogshops now. I dont care the price anymore. LOL. Main point: Allegra's so cool i just dont know why she is so cool. I want to be like her but it's kinda IMPOSSIBLE YO~ I should give up my dream of being a hiphop dancer and just stick to Street jazz. LOL....

After dance, i headed home myself and we, family of 4 headed to Pasir Ris to hunt for our number 5 dog. Okay actually, i thought my mom was kidding of getting a new pup. My dad was very hesistant. VERY. I havent got the pup back yet cuz i think my mom's still deciding on which pup to get. We're on a hunt for a Teacup Poodle, brown colored. Totally adorable. I went to this particular kennel there, AND I SAW THIS CHOWCHOW WHICH WAS SOOOOOOO ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!! I totally wanna pinch his/her face!!!! So small tooo!!!!! I posted the chowchow's photo on my Twitter. Check it out if you wanna know how it looks like \(^_^)/

Went over to Changi to have dinner. Chilli crab (Y) Shark's fin (Y) Hehehehehe.

Kpop issues now. Hehehe. I'm loving Taemin's hair alot now. It makes him look so handsome. HAHAHAHA I really wished he came to Singapore with his current hairstyle :( Jonghyun, Minho, Onew & Key are all looking fabulous now. HAHAHA Omg SHINee for the win. They are forever no.1 in my heart. Nothing can ever replace them, not even Alexander LOL~ I still love 2NE1 too. This is the ONLY girl group i totally love man. I mean they are so cool! They dont act cute, dont act pretty, JUST COOL. I love it. I TOTALLY LOVE IT. I want to get the 2NE1 Jacket/sweater. But it's 100bucks. Think i've gotta wait till i've got enough money first... Well if anyone is kind enough to get me for Christmas present, i'd totally give you a big teddybear hug. HEHEHE. Tweet @2NE1SG if you want the 2NE1 hoodies OR~ you wanna buy it for me, kay~? :D

A real friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

I feel bad to the people around me sometimes. Firstly, i dont care about anything no matter what happens around me. I feel that theres not a need for me to care. Secondly, i dont care about drifts. C'mon if we're true friends, no matter how far apart we are, we will definitely still be able to talk when we meet. Thirdly, what i am now, is all caused by what i've encountered when i'm in Secondary 1. I feel pathetic i swear.

You know what? The main point is, I JUST DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING AROUND ME AT ALL. I feel like i've got no heart when actually my heart is as red as pure blood. It's not that i dont want to bother. I think i've got a phobia of heartbreaks, be it friendship or relationship.

I didnt know that not having a boyfriend was a crime. Someone actually said i was inhuman cuz i couldnt find someone to love. This is Singapore. I really dont know how someone can love someone so deeply. Sorry i'm immuned to such things already. Immuned does not mean i'm INHUMAN. Its obviously 2 different things. Another person also said, that i'm too negative to feel love anymore. What the hell did i do? I merely said that teenage love cannot last. ISNT THAT TRUE? You think you'll marry the damn person that you're currently going steady with? Sorry no. Its very rare la. All those feelings you're having now, its just pure infatuation, believe it OR NOT.

I used to put 101% trust to all my friends. I'm naive. What to do? People take time to mature and grow. Sadly i've walked the longer route and then realised that i shouldnt trust anyone at all. I used to think one true best friend was enough. Seems so easy right? One friend is enough? Ha yes one friend is enough if you've found the right one who doesnt betray you, doesnt talk bad about you behind your back, doesnt tell your secrets to others and would definitely be by your side when you're feeling down. I havent found that person, unfortunately. YOU PEOPLE DONT NEED TO COMMENT ON MY TAGBOARD AND SAY, HOW ABOUT ME? HOW ABOUT ME? You know it yourself, whether you are a true friend of mine anot. Ask your own hearts okay. Dont ask me, i am not a worm thats inside you.

Sorry i've put a little bit too much emotions to this post. But yeah i really feel that i should post this up.

I'm going to see SE7EN tonight with Yvonne, Jai and Andrea. Haha andrea and yvonne won a pair of tickets for the showcase each. So yeah!! Can't wait for tonight. It's also have been sometime since i saw Yvonne.

Please tell me your definition of "I like you".

I feel sad now. I hate Chinese songs cuz sometimes they have too much meaning to it and it makes me feel sad. Even though my Chinese is not as good as alot of you, i definitely still understand Chinese okay. Enough of Chinese back to blogging.

I feel like i've got no aim in my life. Well... It's a fact. I wake up so early every single day, but i dont know why i wake up so early for, totally... :( Are the holidays for me to put on weight because of rotting at home? You know i dont know how to express the kind of feeling i'm feeling now. I love to be left alone. But when i'm left alone for too long, i feel like DYING.

Finished watching 11 episodes of Gossip Girl already. I wanted to carry on watching on, but my mom is at home today. Dont wanna go very crazy over it. So i kinda think my plan of watching finish 2seasons in spoilt. :( Nevermind it okay. Anyway she's home cuz my mother is following my brother to school today to get his PSLE results. Ah i bet he'll get more than 230, definitely.

You know, i totally forgot that that person that i've stalked for the past year, almost 2 years now, is entering NS next year until one of his friends sort of indirectly reminded me about it. Gosh that means....... Lol nothing. I'm acting stupid over here. K bye..

Sorry but i'm missing Korea once again :( Mummy told me to transfer her the photos we took in Korea so that she can upload to her facebook. Then i saw those awesome photos again... I bet i'll slowly post all the photos up on my blog in no time... Ha...

We were on some water ride.

I prefer hugs to kisses.

Well hello there :)

So i've been out after 2weeks of holidays. IF you stalked my twitter, you would have known cuz you know..... My twitter is alwaaays updated. I went out with Jai and Andrea. It was so boring even though we went Orchard. SINGAPORE SUCKS~! Well still, i kinda had fun talking to them. :)

Hmmmm i think i kinda know who i'm watching Repunzel with already. BENJAMIN YEO! Its kinda weird for HIM to catch repunzel because i really cannot find any link with him and barbie dolls LOL~ Well who cares. It's been a long time since i saw him and i swear i miss him dearly. :D Plus we both wanna catch the movie. Ok at least i know i want to watch it~

Oh and recently, i stalked someone's facebook. Alright not recently. It's been more than a year now and that person finally left his email on his facebook profile. I've been wanting that stupid email for so long and now, come to think of it, i do not need it anymore. 1. He did not accept my friend request. That definitely means he doesnt want to be friends with strangers on the net. 2. Obviously he knows im a stalker and hence, even though he sort of "knew" where i came from, he would not accept the friend request. 3. Damn he knows my name. Damn my stupid email has my name. DAMN that means he wont accept my msn request right? DUH. Even an idiot knows that.

Obviously, all this comes to a conclusion. DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT :) I'll just continue my stalking and it doesnt even hurt him so he doesnt need to care. Well who knows he might be stalking me back since i'm a mysterious stalker of his and it's been a long time since i acted crazy infront of him. HA who wants to act crazy infront of him. Like c'mon~ He's just a normal human being, am i right? Haha. Okay all this shit i just said, pretend i didnt write this whole load of crap.

Next, i've finished watching 1st Season, 9 episodes of Gossip Girl. I know i still have ALOT to watch. & i'm hoping to finish everything by this holiday. Haha i know i can finish 2 seasons by the end of November. It's not so many episodes too what~

LASTLY, i really hate social websites sometimes. I hate the people who tries to make friends with you through these websites. Obviously the biggest culprit of such things is the Facebook. You stupid website. You've made me waste so many smses on a person who does not even give a damn because that stupid person and i do not. Worst thing, i bet that person is never gonna talk to me again and therefore, I'VE WASTED SO MANY OF MY MESSAGES. Damn.

Alright enough said. I'm done with my post for today.

I dont know how to look to the future.

I hate how people is so reluctant to even leave on comment on my blog for me. So pathetic. I see my pageviews and it keeps going up yet my tagboard is still empty. Damn you. Dont leave a comment behind then dont lor. -_- Hmmmphhhhh....

Alright i dont know what to do now. 1st, need to get target sheets planned out first. Parents kinda expecting me to go into a JC even if its just a Serangoon JC. -_- Ok..... Whatever i shall just get everything planned out first. 2nd. Need to pack my cupboard and take out all those unwanted clothes. My cupboard no space already.. 3rd. Did i tell you that i've restarted maple? -_- I cant believe it myself either tsk. Level 24 now. I dont understand how my brother can stay on maple for almost 24hours. You know, i only played for 5hours, in 2 days. -.-.... ITS SO BORINGGGGGG :(

I also decided to watch Gossip Girls, from the start. -_-.... LOL I really need something to kill time ah. Ok not that i've got nothing to do but i need beautiful girls to motivate myself to slim down right? & I'm a girl. I also need to see handsome guys once in awhile. Singapore is such a boys-are-all-failures country. Maybe there are SOME exceptions. But ratio 1:10000000000000000. -.-

I miss Korean food alot :( I definitely can slim down if i live in Korea. Gosh i really dont mind eating all these kind of food every single day. I just want to live in Korea.

The fun times we had........... It just passed by in a blink of an eye. Why is time always passing so fast when we're enjoying ourselves... Sigh. I want to go back Korea RIGHT NOW LA. Singapore life sucks. SUCKS. BIGTIME.

A princess' dream.

Greetings people. I really dont want to blog. Reason cuz i want the "Korea" post to be seen forever. Oh gosh i miss Korea terribly. So terrible no more words can describe how horrible i'm feeling.. I think i shall stop talking about Korea for now... (Dont know if i will stick to my words but let's just pray. :))

Actually, i wanted to write a very emotional post like 15minutes ago. But after slacking off and watching some videos here and there, i think i shall make this post a what-i-want-to-do-during-the-holidays-post. When my "feeling" of writing an emotional post is back, i promise to blog immediately.

1. I need to resume dancing immediately. I FEEL like i've gained 10pounds, lol. Believe it or not. I've just been putting on weight as each year passes. It makes me feel so sad.. Dancing partner? Anyone?
2. I need to start getting on the treadmill. Exercise....
3. I hope to at least go to Hong Kong or Malaysia this holiday. Prefer Hong kong more.. Cuz my O's are coming. I'm not going to enjoy for one whole year. Yes i've been playing for my whole life and you guys might think that working hard for 1 year is nothing. You've already said i've played my whole life. How can i suddenly become a good girl and study throughout that 1year? Somehow i think i'm not making any sense over here. OK IGNORE THIS WHOLE PART. I just want to celebrate my Christmas in HK.... :(
4. I want back my Oval-shaped face. I want back my flawless face. Not so flawless but still i dont want zit marks to be left on my face... I look like i've got LOADS of zits right? NO I DONT.... They are all ugly zit scars... How to get it out of my face....? I dont know, i'm not a goddess..
5. Last but not least, i need to think what i want out of my f-ed up life.


I think you kinda realised that i've not put any shopping desires into my list right? Yes i dont want to go shopping. I just want to go HK right now. Even better, KOREA, AGAIN. But thats impossible since i've lived with my parents for more than a decade now and i know they will NOT bring me to the same place again right after we just came back.

However, i noticed there are lots of nice movies coming up. I havent watched alot of movies lately. The last one i watched was..... Megamind. There is this particular movie that i am very particularly interested in. You guys definitely wont know since most of you dont know me since i'm young. Like young 3-8years old. I used to love Barbie dolls alot. Especially, Barbie dolls movie. I've watched all the Barbie dolls movie you can name out. Dont mention those super new ones, i wont know lol.

You guys have watched Repunzel before, i suppose, if you loved Barbie when you were younger? I LOVED IT. I even bought the whole doll set. There was the prince, the young baby dolls, the er.... Dang i forgot what it's called. But i got the whole set cuz i love the show. I LOVE LONG HAIR, EVERYONE KNOWS THAT LOL. I used to put a towel on my head and pretended it was my hair. HAHAHA. Ok i know i'm retarded.

HEY I HAVENT GO TO THE POINT. Repunzel: A Tangled Tale is gonna be released worldwide on the 2nd Dec 2010. I'm so gonna catch it. I've watched the trailer, it's different kinda different from the original. It's more like a comedy to me o_O! Well, i think it's still worth to watch it once. Cant wait to catch it. *Smiles*  If you havent caught the trailer, it's right below! Watch it alright.



I dont know if i should watch Harry Potter. I didnt watch last year's one. So if i watch this one, I somehow feel that there'd be a loophole. I didnt read the book either. Hmmm...

Korea 111110-181110

Firstly, i wanted to quit blogging. But come to think of it, i've got another 1 1/2 months of holidays. I definitely have the time to blog yeah? However, i dont think i'll update alot though.. I just need a space for me to write when i'm bored and stuff like that. So yeah. Secondly, i'm sick of my h-ypnotizeme blog. It's been there since sec1. ._. Gosh. Okay for blog addictors, 2years is very little. I dont need to show people i've been in the blogging "industry" for 7 years. Blogging is just a way for me to write my feelings in. I know people get caught for writing way too offensive things on a blog. Like i'll ever do that lol.

School holidays have started since 2 weeks ago. For the 1st week, I spent it in Korea; the most wonderful place i've been to. Most of you would say things leh, chey i've been there before. Or, chey not as nice as *whatever country you've been to*. Ok thats YOUR problem. I'm saying this in my point of view. I'm saying this because i've got the fate to meet such great tourguides.

I went to Korea for 8 days. In 8 days, i went to Daegu, Jeju Island, Seoul, Myeongdong. They are all wonderful places. Of course, Koreans live in Korea their whole life and they still might not have been to the whole of Korea yeah? Therefore, i really wish to go back there after my O levels. Which is like when i'm 17. I think my mom is planning to go another part of Australia again next year when i'm 16 during December, after my O levels. So yeah.... I've got to wait for 2 years till i can go back to Korea..

When i sat on this ride (Go-cart), it totally reminded me of Batam with the other 6 chicks. Memories are everywhere. Now Amanda, Liqian and Charlotte are in Taiwan suffering i guess -_- WAIT, i say they're suffering cuz Charlotte's and Liqian's facebook are always complaining how they wish they want to come back to Singapore. LOL.

Had alot of fun when i was driving this mini car. But the person in charge kept blowing the whistle on me cuz i kept speeding. Hello, like that then fun what~ I just ignored his whistles and kept going. Overtook alot of people and crashed twice. First time i dont know what happen. I think because i didnt release the  accelerator. The other one cuz i felt that Eugene(someone from the tour group) was gonna crash me. I kept worrying till i overturn. Then best is he banged into me. Lucky i could still turn my way to the "main road". In anycase, it was fabulously fun. :) 

I just wanted to post these 2 photos up. If only my dad was a better photographer.... I really love the road. If you were there and you're a good photographer, you will totally want to take alot of photos over here. If you dont know, the whole road is a downslope/upslope(depending if you're walking up or down la~). Very nice really. :)

We went to this apple wine making thingy. It was very nice to see how they make Apple Wine. The 2 bottles on top were given to us for free with our photos on the bottles. Its really very nice of them and i think the photos turned out quite pretty too. :)

Here's a close up of one of the photos. A little blur but the photo somehow looks like this. :)

Went to the Tangerine Farm and the tangerines were all very tasty and juicy. *Yummy~* But before eating the tangerines, we were welcomed by 4 puppies outside the gate. Adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really dont understand how they can tolerate the terribly cold weather. This is in Jeju Island. Actually it wasnt as cold. It was becuz of the wind. The wind was really very strong. I'm very fat and heavy right? I totally felt like it could blow me away. That was how strong it was. Brrrrr....

  

The 5 photos above were taken in Everland Theme Park. It was a very awesome place to take photos. I've taken at least 300 or more photos at that place. Haha of course i wont upload all. ^_^ You can tell by the photos itself that i totally enjoyed my time at Everland. Pretty place with pretty weather = 100% perfect.

All the animals are also in Everland Theme Park. They are REAAAAAL. Gosh cant believe i was so close with them. Ok i didnt exactly touched them but i was SOOOO CLOSE. The polar bear and Penguin and Bear is something i've never seen before real life in my entire life. LOL. So cool please.

Thats all for the photos. I've taken 800 over photos. I'm not gonna post all of em up. I'm thinking if i should post it up on Facebook. I dont feel like posting it up, lol. I know this is not a thorough post of my trip to Korea. Theres alot to write. I'm afraid tears will roll down if i flash back my memories and write. So yeah, i think i'm better off keeping it in my memory itself.

Thanks for reading if you are. Leave a comment if you have blogger. :) Haha.